Mary...

Taught me how to put on eye liner so now I always wear it. I dunno why the memory of that woman always stands out in my mind but it does. I wish I could have one more make-up session with her a Poopah...
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Feeling real Posh

I wish yall could see the whole outfit!
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Anniversary

The 18 marked the 6th month anniversary of my Boyfriend and I! My babe took me out to the movies and dinner... To bad I couldn't stay with him much longer after to have sum extra fun. I had to head home cuz I was feeling sick. I think some one gave me their sick germs. Overall it was a lovely day and I pray we make it through many more days! The rest of my bf rant will be continued next blog... I think. Lol! Anywho goodnight and holla!

*Rae*
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New tatt

So there has been yet another transformation and another tatt! Its funny how on this journey called life there are so many people that have walked in and out of my life, as well as the fact so much has changed about me its ridiculous! All in all the Namon/No Man tat is gone and so is he. In his place is a new sense of self, so to everyone reading this... Don't give up because life is always good when u are progressing even when things are bad! With that I close this short blog with the best quote I have heard this year!

Let's have a toast for douche bags! - Kanye West

And I'm out!

*Rae*


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Monumental!

Hey blog world!

I know I said I would write more so here is a quick update!!
I got my L's, so ya gurl just be whipping around town! Also my school thing is still in progress! I am in good health and becoming the woman I wanted to become... I am happy and blessed , I hope all of u are the same!

*Rae*
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Un thinkable

I'm ready...



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He excites cerebral orgasms with mere conversation. With the thought of his touch, my heart quickens to a pace to rival an olympic sprinter. Never have I felt a love this strong... Its make my ancestors weep for joy and elation to the fact that true love still exists. Its crazy cuz at any given moment he could snatch my last breath with a kiss. No words could truly express how great his love is! His life energy could command the greatest of Armies. I love this great man simply because all of his greatness comes the struggle and strife that polished him into the great man he is and not the material wealth the world has presented him with...
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Love and things like it... The man I got a second chance with.

Ok I know its been a bold lil minute since I have updated my blog, but there is good reason. Unlike my last blog there is only one man and I feel this is it. Everyone has been let go, hell even Rick can't even set his eyes to look this way. Simply because this man has given me more than any mas has or will.

So yes I finally got a good guy no frills no bangs just a good and good looking man. Lol! He brings me out of the slump the last major bf put me in and give me the structure I need not only in a relationship but in life. I have loved him for awhile but so much was in the way. Now that the air is clear, I think I have been blessed with a man I would actually marry.

Well other than that I have been busting my buns to save as well as get a job. If all goes well with Eastern Michigan I hope to be there as well. Lol! Man I got big moves and they need to be done no more comfort days now its time to step out and be a true independent woman. I have let all the baggage go! Now its time to love, live and get shit done!
Till next time...
*Rae*
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I wasn't done but ok...

Well yea after that my buns traipsed off to school. Then I took my as home while talking to Mr. Sexy. I get home only to still be talking to him like wtf you got a girl and trying to wife my hefty sexy ass... Hmmm well I will hit yall back after this day is over to inform yall on the goings on of today.
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Cuz he like her....

So I been sick and busy with the whole school so I haven't been on the blog lately.

So lemme see what I can remember.... Ok well on monday I stayed my ass at home. On tuesday my two home gurls and I went to jazz and open mic night at Niki's Lounge... Which led to me getting tipsy enough to gain the courage to sing.... *oh lawd!* Which turned out well and I mean really well. So what I don't remember the words I still remember the good parts... Lol!

After we left there we had to crash at my house...cuz it was like 4 and we negroes had class. Lol! Then on wends I went to class and came home. I thought I was going to just chill since I had to go to class on thurs.... NOT! I somehow ended up at Motorcity Casino and at a new character to my life Mr. Sexy's house and still ain't get home till 4 on that day. Somehow I got up on time for class on thurs but was still late cuz my ass is just slow as hell. But... I did get there on time for me to take my math test and talk to the teacher. * I got a 90 on the test by the way. Yay me!* After I left math I went to the movies to see The Crazies... That movie made my damn nerves bad and was on edge the whole rest of the day. Then I called my self going with Keen the Bean to Walmart which in turn made me late for class cuz of this pregnant Arabic lady didn't know English or the pin number to her bridge card. I was mad at first then I thought about how she may feel... I mean the cashier was some ignorant ass chick and didn't even try to help her the right way. Its a shame I can't get a job but they give jobs to those that aiint shit as people.
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Spill my soul

Man so much has happened yet again. Me and my Chocolate Redemption are no longer an item but that's not what hurts the most. Its the fact he was my nigga and now we act like we don't even know each other. Funniest thing of it all is the fact that I'm not even sick over the situation... Hell I'm just like I can get another man no problem. I just don't want one right now! I mean school and other such activities can now keep me occupied instead of being laid up with a dude.

On to the next topic.... Today is the day I start back on my gym shyt cuz this summer is the summer of sexy. I got madd things in store for this year. I mean I'm 21 and I get to enjoy all types of new things and new places! Outside of the previous all is well in my world... So imma let that marinate and be out! Lol!

*Rae*
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Sooo ummm I been M.I.A again...

Sorry I have been very much so neglectful...

So here is a recap...

• My boyfriend and I are in a state of what the fuck cuz he is no where to be found... Thus my lonely Valentines day... that turned out great!

• My wonderful friends and I end up going to a club on Valentines day and have a freaking blast!

My family and I are well I no longer have my dog Deva thank to my lazy ass mooching ass mother. She died a tragic death for a sweet lil puppy all because my mother couldn't watch her while she took a tinkle.
Oh... I was at school while this happened by the way.

Other than that all is well. I have a person that is truly trying to be a future for me and I don't know how to just take this for a positive with out question...

Be back I got class.

Day one of black history month

Well its the first day of our Black History month... Let us not go with the typical Black History figures lets embrace some new old faces and even some new faces. Even though there is so much to be ashamed of in the black community there is also a lotto be proud of.

So people lets celebrate the lives that were truly overlooked as well as those that will soon make history.

~Rae~

Feeling my self

Good morning my lovely blog world!

I'm up on the way to class feeling my self like WOW! Lol! I know I been lax on the blog tip, but I be busy! So here is a catch up session:

Me and Chocolate Redemption are still a couple! Yea I'm loving it! I changed my number for like the 3rd time since I had my BB. Oh well folks need to stop being ignorant and ass holes! Ummm school is still in my life and taking it over! Oh I spent some time with the other side of the fam and had mad fun! Shyt I had more but the niggas on the bus threw me off so imma come back when I remember. Lol!

*RaE*
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today was a good day

I had a great evening with the fam, I hadn't seen them in soooo long! Its amazing how family always reminds you there is love in the world...I feel sorry for those in my family that never got the times and memories I got...
Yet and still...
I'm glad to know when the curtain closes and the spotlights go out, I am still me! No make-up, celebrity connect, smokescreen dreams, or pretend lifestyle here just Rae 100%! I'm stronger than you think cuz I face myself head on. I wonder when will people embrace who they are as a whole instead of trying to live half for something else...

Just saying...

Hiatus

Ok... So I know its been mad long, but there have been somethings in my non-blogger world that have taken away my attention.
Everything has been well and I will get back to blogging mad soon...

Luv ya'll!

All I do...

Wassup Blog world! Its another day of week one of school. I am going strong with this so far I just hope I can make it through the rest of the semester.... Man my classes are no hoe for them to be damn music classes and such, and I got a English paper that might just be due today! Shit!

Hell I know its been very minimal interaction with my fb and other net outlets but my life is school and sleep! I wake up at about 5-6... get dressed and ready.... Then make the long ass commute to school. Its draining but its worth it(or so I tell myself). All in all my life is mad hectic but a whole lot less drama.

Well I'm done spilling for today, I think. Peace, Love and blessing from your fave soul child!

*Rae*
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First day of living out dreams.

Wassup yall! I'm up and on the way to class in the cold, but I'm cute and happy so fuck the snow. Lol!

Today is my first day back in school as well as the first day of me working towards my dream. Lucky me for being able to do the things I can as well as having the things I want and need in life! There are people in the world that have it hard as shit and often times we as people take the stuff we have for granted.

So today my people live, love and appreciate!

*Rae*
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New Feelings...

Hello loverly people in blog world! I know it has been a while since I dropped some thought but ya gurl has been getting her shit togetha! Lol! I'm excited to have started school as well as being in school for something that I want to do. Its just new feelings all around! Yea I know I have had some rocky moments but everything is falling into place(except for this cold I seem to be catching). I am truly blessed to have come across most of the people in my world and even those that are not. All in all I like where my life is and I hope for it to move forward just as great!

Now on to the next topic of convo! My Chocolate Drop is home! Yay! So if I'm a lil lax on the blogs again its cuz he is emotionally needy and probably hid my phone. Lol!

Next up I wanna give a shout out to my dope earring supplier, Adoara! Hey gurl you keep my ears fly! Also a shout out to my new buddy Sunni (yea that's what I call you) a.k.a Sunshine! How yew dewin'?!?! Also I wanna a give a big love and shout out to the city that I love to hate.... Detroit, for giving me that feeling every morning as well as making me who I am today and allowing me to come across some great people and learning experiences.

Anywho I'm off to fight this developing cold! Toodles!

*Rae*
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Good morning blog world!

I'm sure u all aren't wondering why I'm up, but I am! Well imma tell both of us. Cuz as I'm sitting in the car listening to Invented Sex remix on a sunday on the way to church of all places! Now anyone that knows me knows I don't do church for the simple fact I feel its a ploy but none the less... I'm going. Now don't get me wrong I love my family but they have drained all of my energy and patience! I am soo beyond ready to go home and be back in my world. Man I'm trying to keep my attitude in check but if one more thing come cross me wrong imma snap!
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My New Year Revelations...

So my whole concept of New Years was to stay at home and sleep. Sadly that plan ain't happen like I thought... Lmao! Somehow I end up at my cousins house all the way in Buttfuck, Michigan. So on the way there my cousin and brother are all questioning me on what type of drinker/partyer I am... Which is madd comical based on the actions displayed that night.

All in all my family is just a lil touched when they drink. Personally they might not get me to hang again cuz they don't know how to have fun. Lol!

The real juicy part is the emotional family pow wow that I always seem to get my self into... Like really?!?! Why are we even talking about this shit, but I guess it was needed in a sense. Its odd to think that my sister thinks I don't like her. That couldn't be further than the truth its just at some point I admired her but now that I'm older I realize I like my world better. I mean to wrap it up my new years was cool but drama filled and that type shit drains the shit out of me.

Well I'll be home tomorrow back to my queendom and my soulful solstice! Holla at y'all later!

*Rae*
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